I have never wanted to hold your breed back from doing what your heart (or dyke cock) desires. Every butch I have been with fully knows that I am not one to block the path of joy you may see ahead of yourself.
I know that I am of lower grade when it comes to femmes. I have curves in places where one should not have curves. I have skin issues that scream “lack of sex appeal”. I have parts of my life that can not intertwine with others and keeping them separated can feel like a sloppy web. I have a load faults that are seen as deal breakers for many. I am a walking pet peeve. Tegan and Sara said it best “I feel like I wouldn’t like me if I met me.”
I never have and never would blame a butch from walking in another direction, either for a night or for a lifetime. I have and would again understand that I have once again failed as a femme. I am aware that I lack aspects of desire, and as much as I try I will never be fully appealing.
Please know that your happiness will always be put before mine. That I never want to stand in the way of what will make you blissful, fulfilled, and content. I never want to be fucked or dated out of sympathy or as a fix up project, I would rather be alone then be a later regret.
Please know, I understand.